| To my lovely mother... |
[15 Nov 2005|11:20pm] |
Mother, I fucking hate you. You're a self-righteous and over possessive woman. You deny me the fun that most people my age are having. It feels as though with each passing day, my life becomes more changed to what you want. I cannot and will not do this anymore. Today is the first day of the rest of my life, and I refuse to live in a household with you at the head. When my friends come home from college, I cherish my time with them. I want to experience what they experience, and you constantly deny me that privilege.
I hope your happy, because your son will never speak to you again.
-Little Joe
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[23 Oct 2005|11:45pm] |
Hey, guess what?
I don't care.
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
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[18 Oct 2005|08:19pm] |
Well, I haven't updated in a very long time, so I guess since I am finished with my homework I will update my happy journal.
First off, there's this girl named Meaghan in my Art class. On the first day of classes when I saw Meaghan, I immediately thought she was cute, little did I know she was secretly thinking the same thing about me. So I found her profile on myspace and added her to my friends list. Then a few minutes later as I'm working on my Desktop Publishing assignment, I get a pop up from AIM asking me to accept a message from 'sourgrapes'. And I'm thinking to myself "Who the fuck is sourgrapes? Kaito? Allie?" So I answer the message and it turns out to be Meaghan from art class!! And so me and her get to talking and then I end up telling her that I have a crush on her, and of course as I predicted, she had a crush on me. So I was really happy about that. But I started getting ahead of myself thinking about me and her having a possible relationship. Eventually we agreed that we should date each other, and I was extremely pleased about that. However today as I drove to school to see her early in the morning, I started thinking. I was thinking about when it really comes down to me and her, I don't feel a connection or any connection for that matter. I felt like we lacked chemistry. And where I wanted to put off telling that I didn't like her, I only thought it was fair to tell her what I felt today. I figured I should tell her later, so I put on a happy face and hung out with her before classes this morning.
Just a few minutes ago I told her my problem, and she was fine with it. However, her friend Theofania is telling me that she really liked me, which isn't making me feel any better, but whatever.
I want to stay single, I don't want to be in a relationship, plus what relationship would it be if one person didn't like the other? If I recall correctly, I think what I'm going through right now is what Eleni went through with me. I'm just hoping Meaghan isn't as crazy and bitchy as I was with Eleni.
Well, that's enough of that...
I found out this week from my sister that Bill from the DHS band is having quite a lot of issues. Poor Bill, I feel bad for him. But I also feel bad for the people that have to put up with him. Like his family, Parsons, section leaders, drum majors and any other band kid that comes in contact with him. It's really not fair to all of the people he causes problems with. But at the same time I don't think Bill can really help what he's going through.
Oh well, hopefully things will work out.
Oh yes, did you all know that I know a model?! *No Allie not you, textbook models don't count ;)* her name is Jen! And I had a bunch of classes with her last year, and this year I'm finally getting to know her. This is great because she said she would put a little JD at the end of her future modeling profiles :)
Today I had to present my Desktop Publishing project to my class and to the dean of the school! Mine was relatively in the middle when it came to comparing the other projects to mine. My teacher put it well, "simplicity in its finest form". She was very kind to me today considering the week before she said "FUCK NO!" to me. Haha. I'm still kind of scared of her :/ (Who wouldn't be scared of a 6 foot tall woman, not to mention a 6 foot tall woman that says "FUCK NO" to her students).
I miss talking to Allison White, so if your reading this Allison, IM me for fucking god sake! ;)
I think I've been officially laid off from Staples because last weekend I went job hunting. Haha. I still have the ugly red cashier shirt they gave me. In a way I'm kind of glad I got laid off. Those damn red shirts really pissed me off.
Well that’s enough updating for a little while, I should really use my journal more....
Next Update: December ;)
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[29 Sep 2005|10:49pm] |
Haha wow, my life just keeps getting better!
GO RED SOX!
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[09 Sep 2005|10:49pm] |
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Hahaha, I love September crushes. They're just so hot. :)
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[04 Sep 2005|12:09pm] |
I have three words for all of you.
Life is good.
:)
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[07 Aug 2005|11:39am] |
Where do I begin?
...You know, I had this whole long thing typed out about what had happened last night at Zach's, but then Internet Explorer had an error, and the web page closed. But now that I'm thinking about it, this is how I really want things.
Well, I'm off to take a shower and do things of that nature.
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[02 Aug 2005|11:46pm] |
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Someone please just put me out of my misery.
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[01 Jul 2005|10:12pm] |
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I can't stand the self absorbed pinheads of Danvers anymore. And if your having a hard time who I'm talking about, look in the fucking mirror. I also hate that John Kuconis, who's already a fucking douche bag. I waited until 9:45 to tell me that he couldn't do anything. You wasted my night, John. Thanks to you, I'm a few hours closer to death. And if any of you think I'm being a bastard, then you really don't know me that well. Idiots. I'm about to go fucking rip someone's head off. I need to get the fuck out of Danvers. It's a relief that I'm going on vacation in a couple of days.
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[28 Jun 2005|11:23pm] |
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Tonight it harshly occurred to me that I desperately need a significant other. It seems every day that passes I become more and more restless. It's annoying. Like tonight for example, I called a few of my friends to see if they wanted to do something. One said that he was tired, and the other one ignored my call. So, I found myself alone. No one to laugh with, no one to hang out with. Just the darkness of my room and the light of my television...
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[26 Jun 2005|08:59pm] |
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I am very lonely, and if you think you can relate to me, you can't. So just do yourself a favor and shut the fuck up.
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[20 Jun 2005|06:47pm] |
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Superficial people really annoy me.
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[20 Jun 2005|12:19am] |
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I'm really hoping for the new Wonka movie that Johnny Depp says other things besides "Eww" - "You're really weird" - "Don't touch those squirrel's nuts" - "Umm, I don't care" - "You must be Mike Teevee" - "Yes, I can see that" and other things of that nature.
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[14 Jun 2005|08:37pm] |
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I miss her right now. I'm going over in my mind what I said to her, trying to figure out if I said something wrong. I've sent her messages, but she has not replied. It makes me nervous to think that maybe she doesn't want to talk to me anymore.
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[13 Jun 2005|08:05pm] |
Good evening! I have not had the chance to update my journal lately, so I suppose now is a good time to do so. I'll start about 2 weeks ago then work my way back to the present. *Clears throat* I hung out with Jackie Murphy a few days ago after meeting her at Matt Osberg's Eagle Court of Honor. We first went to Richardson's and went to the driving range. Haha, she was too nice to me. Every time I sliced the ball or I hit it like two feet, she would shower me with compliments. Then we wanted ice cream, but the line at Richardson's was horribly long, so we traveled back to Beverly to go to Cherry Hill. We had our ice creams in my car and we talked for awhile. I must say that me and her have quite a lot in common. I may be getting a little ahead of myself, but I think I am becoming attracted to her.
My truck is now officially repaired and it is happily sitting in my driveway. The repair costs were taken care of by my grandparents, which is simply excellent. Then a few nights ago I watched The Aviator with Sir Zachary and the lovely Allie, which was a treat. Even more recently Allie, Zach and myself watched The Graduate. Which I might add is a wonderfully put together movie despite it's age.
And now I bring all of my viewers to last night. Myself, Zach, and John went to movieworks to browse their selection. However within a few minutes, we found ourselves in the 18 or older section. Zach found a movie called Weapons of Ass Destruction, which was just awesome.
Now I am home watching the Red Sox with the family.
I must go now, for I am very thirsty.
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[11 Jun 2005|11:56am] |
Hey, here's an idea, why don't you stop pretending that your life is really dramatic, hmmm?
Thank you :)
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[08 Jun 2005|12:04am] |
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Can someone say Red Sox tickets behind the away dugout?
I can, I can.
:) :) :)
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[01 Jun 2005|02:44pm] |
The narrow minded tendencies amongst of the people whom I am close with are starting to irritate me.
Friends are like flowers, each and every one of them needs to be nutured time and time again. However, if one forgets about his or her friends, much like flowers, they will wither and die.
Have a pleasant day, jerks!
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[20 May 2005|10:23pm] |
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Why do I have an online journal? Its really quite irrelevant. I write entries is because I hoped people cared enough to read to them. Thats not really not the main reason though, I'm just getting sick of maintaining it. Like I feel pressured to update it every now and then. So, I guess this very well might be the last entry. Plus, why should I be sharing all of my life with any of you? Don't get me wrong here, for the regulars who do read this (Allison, Kendra) thanks. It means a lot to me that you care. But other than that, I really don't see a point in keeping one of these. It's just another thing I have to worry about. At first I thought of it to be a hobby of some type, but more recently it's been more of a chore.
Lately I've been listening to Jack Johnson, in particular "Sitting Waiting Wishing". And also I've been getting into Lynard Skynard, and in particular "Sweet Home Alabama". I met someone new at NSCC as I was leaving after my last final on Wednesday! Her name is Amanda, and I'm really hoping over the summer I can get to know her. She reminds me a little of Allison actually. It should be an adventure, like most things in my ever so exciting life. HA! Red Sox won tonight YAY! Looking forward to seeing the new Star Wars on Sunday after Johnny's grad party. Then lets see now... Oh yes, the Baltimore trip is coming up!!! I can't wait, I'm really hoping I get Schilling's autograph, or maybe Trots. I suppose that is it for now!
Cheers!
And yes, no need to adjust your monitor settings. I, Joseph Phillip DiIanni, am feeling flirty tonight.
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[16 May 2005|09:33pm] |
Today was good. I had the pleasure of hanging out with Mr. Zachary today, it was good fun! We went to see Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, and it was really a fantastic movie. I loved Sam Rockwell as Zaphrod Beeblebrox, he's my new idol HAHAHA. The actress who played Trillian was very VERY attractive. She's like a brunnette Kristen Dunst, with Renee Zellweger's nose. She was like making my spine tingle. Zooey Deschanel is her name, which I love because it's so out of the ordinary. Her eyes I'd say were the best part of the movie, and I am not joking.
Just look at her! She's flawless! http://www.fedge.net/~zdeschanel/images/mags/ellegirl5.jpg
I just noticed that my feet smell, and they are not smelling like roses. The new car that I have until my truck gets fixed is really nice, I love my truck, but this car is fast. And I mean really fast, like that stupid bird on Looney Tunes, and the dog thing is always trying to eat it, but it can't because it's too fast, that bird.
Well, it's time for relaxing and Red Sox, cheers!
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